Category: Faith

  • Thomas Merton

    I know this is a well-known story, but I\’d like to record it here for memory. For me, this story points out why it\’s so important to be curious about metaphysics. To take your spiritual journey seriously. It has on many occasions been the only thing to keep me going. But in other ways, it makes me reach out to see others as more than just sacks of flesh, means to an end. Mysticism through Christ takes me out of the conceit and selfishness of my own existence, and connects me to those I love, and those beyond that, to all of humanity.
    There are many ways to this path. Merton captures it as such:

    “In Louisville, at the corner of Fourth and Walnut, in the center of the shopping district, I was suddenly overwhelmed with the realization that I loved all those people, that they were mine and I theirs, that we could not be alien to one another even though we were total strangers. It was like waking from a dream of separateness, of spurious self-isolation in a special world, the world of renunciation and supposed holiness… This sense of liberation from an illusory difference was such a relief and such a joy to me that I almost laughed out loud… I have the immense joy of being man, a member of a race in which God Himself became incarnate. As if the sorrows and stupidities of the human condition could overwhelm me, now I realize what we all are. And if only everybody could realize this! But it cannot be explained. There is no way of telling people that they are all walking around shining like the sun.”

    – Thomas Merton, https://amzn.to/40LqPO5

    To me, this is the goal of paying attention in our lives. Every generation from the beginning of time to the present day has felt His presence, whether you know it or not. Even if you don\’t call it God, and feel this sort of connection, has anything changed? You are soaked in his spirit, and the only loss is the loss of joy one feels when they realize this simple, good news.

  • Religion & Dune

    Dune 2 is a fantastic movie, one I would put up next to Oppenheimer any day of the week. Now that Oppenheimer has won best picture, it\’s clear how highly I think of that film. Having read the book, I knew that going in that the Dune universe wasn\’t big on fundamentalism, but I never got the sense that it was explicitly anti-religion as its central point. It is against hero worship, but religion remains enigmatic. While watching Dune 2, and even during the drive home, I had this urge to worship like a Fremen. I\’m not and never have been a fundamentalist, so why did I yearn to join them on my knees, in the hot sand, in worship?

    While watching Dune 2, and during the drive home, I had the urge to worship, and even fight, along side the Fremen. I\’m not and never have been a fundamentalist, so why did I yearn to join them on my knees, in the hot sand, in worship?

    This is especially surprising given the perceived anti-religion perspective that is attributed to Herbert and his Dune series. How could such a strong religious vibe be created by such a narrative.?

    Low information folks are taking this big movie as an opportunity to convict all religion, using the false prophet and the power manipulations of the Bene Gesserit.

    However, a casual search on the internet shows that Herbert is not anti religious:

    What I\’m saying in my books boils down to this: Mine religion for what is good and avoid what is deleterious. Don\’t condemn people who need it. Be very careful when that need becomes fanatical.\”

    – Frank Herbert, \”Conversations in Port Townsend

    From my brief searches I found that he had overbearing Catholic aunts who may have pushed too hard. According to this:

    Herbert was raised Catholic before converting to Zen Buddhism, but there are several religious theologies including Christianity, Judaism, Navajo and Islam he has appropriated in the novel or reworked to create new religions that play a significant role in the evolution of this feudal society.

    The movie has a significantly different take on the character of Chani, which apparently borrows from the sequel, Dune Messiah. It turns out that Herbert was disappointed in the people loving Paul, but there is a point one must make when the interpretation of art is as valid as the artist\’s intent. Chani\’s role is more of the rational voice in a sea of religious fervor. Ultimately, we can take the work independently, without the author\’s intent, and have a more informative conversation.

    As a Christian, I felt deeply connected to the religious themes, perhaps even more than in the book. The enormous power of worship and the power of a Messianic person to come and save you from an oppressor are so powerful.

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    The Power of Belief

    It wasn\’t just when they prayed that I felt this urge. It was Lady Jessica (the incredible Rebecca Ferguson), the movements of the Bene Gesserit, the voice they used to compel movement. When Paul shows his dominance over Reverend Mother Gaius Helen Mohiam by using the voice, we see her surprise at the true Messiah. Did she not believe, or didn\’t want to admit her very eyes? This seems very similar to that of the Pharisees of Jesus\’s time. They looked for a warrior but instead came a lamb. Those who saw who Jesus was probably converted to the new \”Nazarenes\” movement, which in 300 years would then convert the highest ruler in the land, Constantine the Great.

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    The Beautiful Power of Faith

    The Catholics had a great opinion of the movie, while perhaps understandably, some Muslims weren\’t as excited about it. I don\’t think they should be concerned. I had the strangest feeling during and after that movie – I was envious of the fundamentalists who really believed and would die for it. For a moment, I wanted to experience what I\’ve seen of Muslim worship if only to see what it would feel like. But, of course, that\’s ridiculous. As a person of European descent with catholic lineage, I could no longer think that as I could feel any Hindu or Buddhist rite.

    Being a contemporary Christian is better than any time prior – we don\’t have Crusades or wars for religion and for the most part we don\’t govern (and shouldn\’t want to) which is nice. We can (should) love others despite borders, languages, or culture. We love those who can do nothing for us, and ask nothing in return.

    Yet, sometimes I yearn for the fervor I see in some Muslim communities and on the screen for Fremen.

    I know that of course the Bene Gesserit manipulated them and so on, but the raw power of faith was there on the screen. The last time I felt anything like that was a few years back when I visited Rome and was sacked (pun intended) by St. Peter\’s Basilica. I wasn\’t prepared for the inside of that building and I can get chills thinking about it even today.

    Religions have the unfortunate problem of being performed by humans, which means that whatever happens, its not going to be perfect, or always good. Evil can put on the cloak, read the books, and say the words, but it is by its fruit that we know.

    The believers back in Jesus\’ day wanted a savior that would come and destroy their oppressors. Jesus beat strength with weakness. He was no Paul Atredies, not a a warrior king, or conqueror.

    Jesus wasn\’t a fundamentalist. He didn\’t stop Thomas from touching his wound after he was raised. Doubt wasn\’t forbidden by our Lord and shouldn\’t be by those who claim to follow Him.

    In our modern times, we die without purpose. We live our life, make money for us and our loved ones, while serving the System that grinds us to bone and dust. We don\’t die for a cause, for a purpose, for the great coming of God. We drop to the ground like a bird, uncelebrated, and purposeless.

    But the Freman who dies on that field may die younger, but at least he dies for something.

    Don\’t get me wrong. I \’m not speaking in favor of zealousness or fundamentalism. War is a great evil, and its reduction in our world has been nothing short of the Holy Spirit\’s miracle.

    If Herbert\’s message helps with peeling off some of the cult of personality from political leaders, then all the better. Not questioning powerful leaders is of particular importance if you look at the current US election.

    But where is the heart, the heat of Christ right now? Perhaps I should look in the mirror and at the texts and communities that I\’m now part of as an Episcopalian and ask: Is this food bringing the raw power of faith to my life? What is my role in opening up to this tradition that I\’m new to?

    In short, how can I believe with the intensity of a Freman while soaking in a skeptical, over-rational, dualistically-minded 21st-century culture? My conversation on Letterboxd with Jeff Overstreet, Christian Media Critic, sums up this tension nicely:

    ME:

    To my great surprise, I (briefly) yearned to join the militant believers during this movie and sometime after. I\’m not a fundamentalist, but Dune 2 gave me that raw power of unquestioning faith viscerally. In the West, we\’re very cerebral about our faith through the necessity of being in a critical age. I have very nuanced views that have morphed as I grew as a Christian. But it\’s all head, no heart. Part of me wanted to feel what the Fremen felt, that overwhelming belief that grabs all of you. I am seeking out this experience, but where do I find it?
    I get that Dune\’s message is against the cult of personality and fundamentalism. Still, I can\’t shake the feeling that the modern Christian experience is missing something. When I recall the feeling I got as the Fremen army took to the sand dunes to liberate their world, the most fitting, and disconcerting, word that comes to mind is elation

    JEFF:

    \”I think I understand what you\’re saying. I have felt that zeal in several seasons of my life. In retrospect, I find that in most cases there was a vein of unhealthy arrogance involved, but I don\’t think that\’s necessarily inevitable. If the zeal is characterized by humility, by a healthy suspicion of one\’s own convictions, and by joy rather than anger or judgment, then that sounds to me like the Holy Spirit. Zealous fundamentalism rarely bears \”the fruit of the spirit\”: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Jesus was an exemplar of all of these things with the conviction and charisma that inspired a following. But note: Whenever the disciples wanted to say \”THIS! THIS IS IT! LET\’S BUILD A TEMPLE AROUND THIS MAN AND THIS SET OF BELIEFS!\” he rejected their proposal and kept moving. The zeal has to be the journey of constant discovery and humility and revision, not of certifying a checklist of certainties and defending them. Does that make sense?

    This is very, very difficult for anyone — including Christians. We all want the feeling of certainty that we are \”on the good side\” or \”in the right camp.\” But whenever the disciples start acting or talking that way, Jesus does something that absolutely confounds and disorients them.

    One of my favorite lyrics in all of music comes from Over the Rhine\’s song \”The World Can Wait\”: \”And like all true believers / I am truly skeptical of all that I have said….\”

    ME:

    …I resonate with your position. For it to be a durable faith, a the Christian needs to find zeal through continual discovery and learning. I\’ve been a Christian for decades and still don\’t feel like I have it down. It\’s like Maya Angelou\’s quote

    \”I\’m always amazed when people walk up to me and say, \’I\’m a Christian.\’ I think, \’Already? You already got it?\’

    Rohr\’s work Falling Upward covers this topic extensively. One of my favorite lines from it is this quote

    \”Sin happens whenever we refuse to keep growing.\”

    – Richard Rohr

    Dune has unlocked a lot of questions and emotions for me, and we\’re about to go into a second viewing of it this week. I wonder if my feeling will be different.

    BTW if you want to check out Mr. Overstreet\’s excellent work, you\’ll find it here.

  • Desire of the Everlasting Hills

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    For books that really hit, I\’ve decided to process them a little further in my summary, so others can see what\’s inside without doing the work. My goal for these is simple – to get people to buy the book. In that spirit, let\’s get started. Promise, I\’ll keep it short. Indeed, if you want the TLDR; version – get this book if you want to build your faith; if you\’re not a believer, get it to find the heart of a real Christian.

    I was turned onto Thomas Cahill when I read his book How the Irish Saved Civilization, which I thought would be a funny, tongue-in-cheek read, but turned out to be real reporting on the history of St. Patrick and how the Irish basically preserved Western Civilization by hiding books for a few hundred years after Rome fell.

    In Desire of the Everlasting Hills, Cahill takes us on the journey of Jesus and beyond. What was the impact of Jesus? What was the world like before him and after him?

    I expected history, but what I got was more. It was affirming of the reality of Christ and yet, critical of its followers and how so often throughout time our institutions fail to live up to the simple message of love and acceptance that Christ has put forth. What follows below is just me reacting to the dozens of notes I wrote in the book. It\’s a messy note-taking effort, and I don\’t try to make it all go together. If you want that, buy the book. 🙂

    The Beginning

    He starts with Alexander the Great, who, by spreading the Greek language and culture, set the stage. Then it was the Jews\’ turn with their victory over the Greeks. One gets a real feeling about how incredibly ancient Judaism is when reading this work. They were everywhere. Jews lived uncomfortably with the Romans, and then in typical Cahill style, he casually introduces the main character.

    The year was 31 B.C…. Augustus would prove a proper emperor…[but] those who knew him hated and feared him. He was approaching his fourth decade on the imperial throne when a male baby of uncertain paternity was born to a rural Galilean girl in the emperor\’s province of Syria, in the bothersome subdivision the Romans called Judea.

    p. 56

    Jesus

    Jesus keeps two audiences in view – the poor and miserable and those who have a religious obligation to stand with them.

    Jesus was a man of the people, and much of the human experience is found in the senses and the small attentions of one human being for another.

    Mary

    This book is funny in its bluntness. When Mary is told she\’s to have Jesus, she says, \”This doesn\’t make any sense, I haven\’t had sex yet.\” After the angel\’s response, she continues, \”Here I am, the Lord\’s servant. Let\’s get on with it.\” He points out that Mary is more of a sensible, down-to-earth peasant girl. Showing the humanity of the Bible characters like this is what sets Cahill apart.

    Paul

    I like that Cahill incorporates the multiple authors theory of biblical exegesis. I mean, it\’s been clear to me that there are many authors, and that\’s okay. The revelation comes progressively, even now.

    Mary and Joseph are not relegated to a romanticized stable because there was no room for them at the inn. Cahill maintains that this is old and inaccurate information. They were likely relegated to an unused room in a house because of the embarrassment of the pregnancy and the taxman\’s arrival (pg 99).

    Paul was critical to the spread of Christianity, giving it its intellectual edge, and his theology is as startling as his conversion experience. He was brutally beaten for his beliefs, and yet, stuck with them. As a 22nd century reader in the US, I feel convicted. The comfort I have in my life is so unlike what these men and women suffered. Life always includes suffering; I don\’t need to go looking for it, but when it does come, I strive to be as strong as them.

    For Cahill, Christians having careers isn\’t inherently bad. Paul was a tentmaker. This helped with the income and was portable.

    Christian Transhumanism & Equality

    Did not Jesus, by his resurrection, by this startling proof of life beyond death, set this process of decay going in the opposite direction? Did he not, in effect, by his resurrection (and the promise of ours) reinstitute the Creation? Is he not, therefore, the New Adam, and are we not the New Creation?

    p. 124

    Cahill calls 1 Corinthians 13 (\”Paul\’s \’Hymn to Love\’\”) a \”Himalayan peak of world literature.\”

    Note that this book is 20 years old, but Cahill seems prescient in saying that Christianity is more about acceptance and feminism than anything before it.

    But equality, not complementarity, is Paul\’s subject….Most of us should be cheered that here, plunk in the middle of this old-hat stuff about what to wear, we have the only clarion affirmation of sexual equality in the whole of the Bible – and the first one ever to be made in any of the many literatures of our planet…. In this ancient world of masters and slaves, conquerors and conquered…Paul writes the unthinkable to his Galatians, who may just have been goofy enough to receive it: \”There is no longer Jew or Greek, slave or free, male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus.\”…The primitive Church was the world\’s first egalitarian society.

    p. 141, 147, 148

    The Gospels

    Cahill covers the gospels from here and talks about their similarities and differences. I understand now that the Synoptic Gospels are the three that can be read in parallel. Per Wikipedia: \”The gospels of Matthew, Mark, and Luke are referred to as the synoptic [sic] Gospels because they include many of the same stories, often in a similar sequence and in similar or sometimes identical wording. They stand in contrast to John, whose content is largely distinct. \”

    Turns out that John is very different, sometimes in problematic ways. He has the oldest and the newest stuff, but his Jesus is very unearthly and a bit exclusive, specifically against the Jews. By the time the first letter of John was written, the Jewish Christian Schism that has left its traces in John\’s Gospel was already fading into history, and the Johannines had found a new foe – The Gnostics, who preferred to believe that Jesus had never been human anyway, just a spirit who appeared to be a human. John had an important role in defining Christianity later in the first century, which involved judging those who were \”in\” vs. \”out\”.

    In the midst of all this judgment, we find the story of the adulterous woman, where Jesus was drawing pictures in the dirt (I\’ve always wanted to know what he was drawing). Apparently, that story was pulled out of Luke. Early church leaders didn\’t want adultery to be forgivable and censored the passage, the first-ever recorded ecclesiastical censorship.

    This is the same Jesus who tells us that hell is filled with those who turned their backs on the poor and needy – the very people they were meant to help – but that, no matter what the Church may have taught in the many periods of its long, eventful history, no matter what a given society may deem \”sexual transgression,\” hell is not filled with those who, for whatever reason, awoke in the wrong bed. Nor does he condemn us.

    p. 281

    Historical Jesus

    Cahill is big on the incredibleness of the Bible, specifically the New Testament.

    This phenomenon of consistency beneath the differences makes Jesus a unique figure in world literature: never have so many writers managed to convey the same impression of the same human being over and over again. More than this, Jesus – what he says, what he does – is almost always comprehensible to the reader, who needs no introduction, no scholarly background, to penetrate the meaning of Jesus\’ words and actions…. There is no other body of literature approaching its two thousandth birthday of which the same may be said…. To appreciate how singular the gospels are, one should also attempt to comprehend a work like Virgil\’s Aeneid, written within a hundred years of the gospels but today requiring months of study of its cultural setting if one is to reach an elementary understanding of its meaning.

    p. 284

    The Crucifixion

    It never occurred to me that Christians of old were severely traumatized by the crucifixion, but Cahill points out that it took nearly five centuries before we saw any art of it. The first evidence is carved in the wood door of the basilica of Santa Sabina on Aventine Hill.

    The Shroud of Turin

    A big surprise for me is the detail he gives the possibility that the Shroud may be authentic and provides strong arguments for such.

    There is no convincing evidence that that image was painted on the cloth. Rather,…the image appears to have been created by intense heat, but heat which did not scorch, a process no one can explain…. If we assume that the Shroud is a clever medieval forgery, we must assume that it was made by an artist whose grasp of the negative-positive properties of photography was five centuries in advance of his time and whose understanding of anatomy was far in advance of that of all his medieval contemporaries. Such a theory, however, falls apart after a careful look at Pia\’s negative. Every artist, especially one as facile as the Shroud artist would have to have been, is identifiable by his style, which is as characteristic of him as his signature or thumbprint. The negative image has no style whatever; there is no hand in it. It seems obviously a photograph, that is, an image made by light.

    A medieval forger would also need to have been the only human being between the time of the emperor Constantine and our own to have been completely conversant with the details of Roman crucifixion.

    p. 289, 291-292

    The Finish

    The book finishes with flair, dedicating its last pages to how the world has evolved through this epoch.

    Through the history of the West since the time of Jesus, there has remained just enough of the substance of the original Gospel, a residuum, for it to be passed, as it were, from hand to hand and used, like stock, to strengthen, flavor, and invigorate new movements that have succeeded again and again – if only for a time – in producing alteri Christi, men and women in danger of crucifixion. It has also produced, repeatedly and in the oddest circumstances, the loving-kindness of the first Christians….

    But it is also true that the West could never have realized some of its most cherished values without the process of secularization…. That these values flow from the subterranean river of authentic Christian tradition points up, once more, the paradoxical validity of the distinctions Jesus made between the religious establishment and true religious spirit.

    p. 304-305

    He claims that we must consider that Christianity\’s \”initial thrust\” has hurled \”acts and ideas\” not only \”across the sanctuaries\” but around the world. To me, I interpret this as the Holy Spirit. Cahill doesn\’t say it, but this movement, this thrust into the world, is now carried by the spirit, and with that, even those who claim to not follow God are listening to this Spirit. The Creation has been remade.

    Cahill ends the book by pointing out the wonderful work of the Community of Sant\’Egidio in Italy, founded in 1968 and dedicated to the poor, and scolds Christians for \”rejecting Jesus more than any Jew.\” He calls for everyone to reassess Jesus, and hopes \”that the process of Jewish-Christian reconciliation will soon have progressed far enough that Jews may reexamine their automatic (completely understandable) fear of all things Christian.\” He ends with a poem, and I think it perfectly summarizes the work and how it affected me.

    He is the Way.
    Follow Him through the Land of Unlikeness;
    You will see rare beasts, and have unique adventures.
    
    He is the Truth.
    Seek Him in the Kingdom of Anxiety;
    You will come to a great city that has expected your return for years.
    
    He is the Life.
    Love Him in the World of the Flesh;
    And at your marriage all its occasions shall dance for joy.
    
    W.H. Auden